~*~ABOUT YOU~*~

As I site around in this room
Nothing but anger fills my head
I think of all the good times and all the fun that we had
I tend to think im better off dead

As the world revolves around you
I keep getting stepped on time and time again
You ruined my life
You took away my happyness

I look around the room
But all this stuff reminds me of you
As my anger takes a hold of me
I slit my wrists just so I'll be free

Im sick of all the bullshit lies
Im sick of all your hate
And all of your despise

I dont know if I can handle this
The blood is dripping from my wrist
The bleeding has to stop sometime
I hope to god that I will die

As my eyes start to roll back
I utter this with my last breath
I hate you

~*~Fuck You All~*~

You make this so godamn dificult

for me to be the way i am

im sick of all your bullshit

im sick of all your lies

You treated me as though i was a nobody

You made me feel as though i didnt exhist

WELL THE TABLES HAVE TURNED NOW MOTHERFUCKER

I slit my wrists watch the blood drain

i let the blade rust

i slit your through throught

and grin when i hear you gasping for air

and just when you thought things couldnt get worse

I slab your body on your familys porch

in this game of life you get what you give

and sometimes worse

for all the years of your tourture

for all the years of me going home contemplating suicide

for all my tears for all the blood and pride i lost because of you

You made me th nobody that i am today

You made me the angry soul that you just cant shake

You made me out to be the bad guy

you made me out to be the bad influance

If thats the reputition you give me

I might as well live up to it

Now that all the blood has drained from your corpse

I spit on your body and carry on with my life

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~*~Drag You Down~*~
I dont want to be like this
But things like this just seem to
Happen to me
That empty feeling keeps floating around in my head

All i do is drag you down
Are you feeling as empty as me
Im missing something in this picture

Im that kid that got stuffed in his locker
Im that kid that got shut down every day
Im that kid who no one had any faith in
I was always last in line

You all think that i will only drag you down
Just give me some time alone with you
to prove to you that im not as stupid as I seem

I wont let you down i promise
I would give anything to be with you
Just an hour of your time is all i ask
If you dont like me after that theres no worries
you will never see me again
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~*~You Try~*~
You try to be someone your not
You pretend that nothing is wrong
But i can see through all the lies
That the pain is just killing you

Its a big deal to me
cause i cant stand to see you this way
Theres nothing i'd rather do then be with you

Its a touchy subject i know
Its hard to talk about i know
Its not so easy
Its not so easy

You try to be someone your not
You pretend that nothing is wrong
But i can see through all the lies
That the pain is just killing you

Its not so easy
Its not so easy
Its not so easy
BUT YOU TRY
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~*~Walk~*~
I Waited For And Hour Or So
But You Werent Home
So I Guess I'll Walk
This Lonely Road Alone

I feel so alone in this world of hate
Oh what I wouldnt give just to see you smile
Oh what I wouldnt give just to see you again
But i have a gut feeling that this wont happen

This was the dream i had last night
feeling like i will die lonely

its cloudy out
But nobody weeps
as the skys open up and it starts to pour
they lower my casket
into the cold bowels of the earth
shovel by shovel they fill the grave

Im sick of the same old bull shit
when love and death embrace




~*~Fuck Abortion~*~
Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck Abortion

Get up
Get up
This shits out of control

Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck Abortion

Get up
Get up
Get down...

What is going through your head
Another death is acounted for
What makes you think they have no rights
Your the adolf hitler of the
21st century,
With your fiery hatred for human life

Why cant you leave well enough alone
You know they feel pain too
They may only be a fetus
They might not even be a blip on the radar screen
But they feel pain just like you and I

[Chorus x2]
Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
This shits out of control

Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
Get down...

Your like a plague
Your like an STD
Your purpose in life is to kill everybody
And what makes things worse is that you think
Theres nothing wrong with it FUCK ABORTION

Why cant you leave well enough alone
You know they feel pain too
They may only be a fetus
They might not even be a blip on the radar screen
But they feel pain just like you and I

[Chorus x2]
Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
This shits out of control

Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
Get down...

Get up! Get up!
Fuck abortion!
Get up! Get up!
Fuck abortion!

[Chorus]
Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
This shits out of control

Get up
Get up
Get up
Fuck abortion

Get up
Get up
Get down...

I think its time i write a really stupidass song that makes no sense in any way
~*~Blech~*~
Dreaming about ways that this could never end
i sure hope theres women there
i havent seen on in a day or so
im suffering from a lack of sex
this is a really sad state im in
i think i just need to get drunk and forget about it
i think i just need to go chase a monkey through a swamp
i think a bbq is in high order the smell of wieners burning cuz i cant cook worth a shit
i can make things out of a can if im lucky
but god what a great day this has turned out to be anyway
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~*~I HATE YOU~*~
I hate you, you suck
You fucking bore me to motherfucking death
Why cant you be the way i am
I love to toke
I love to smoke

I HATE YOU YOU SUCK
I Fu Your Motionless Corpse
Laying Bloody Lifeless In The Street

Why cant you be what i want
You dont do anything
Your a fucking bore
Godamn Fuck Shit Oh My GOD

You fucking make me Fucking sick
Fuck your so pointless
So useless
So invisable to me

I live to ride
I live to die

Whats your fucking problem
FUCK you piss me right the FUCK OFF

I HATE YOU YOU SUCK
I Fu Your Motionless Corpse
Laying Bloody Lifeless In The Street

I HATE YOU YOU SUCK
I Fu Your Motionless Corpse
Laying Bloody Lifeless In The Street
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The Final Cut
By:Raelynne Pollock

Life is like a knife cutting through your skin.
Every drop of blood reminds you of one more horrible remark they say.
Your friends say "It will all be ok."
To you the only solution is the knife you hold in you hand.
You keep asking yourself what the purpose of life is.
Your mind draws a blank, as you make another cut.
With every cut you try and forget all the bad things.
As you look at your reflection in the knife,
You finally realize everything they say is true.
There is no turing back or time to change.
They have all said to much and done to much.
You wonder why it is always you and not someone else.
The knife is your only true friend.
It is always there when you need it.
You take the knife and make one last cut.
The blood won't stop running down your arm.
You know everything will be better.
For this is the end.
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~*~Tears & Scar Tissue~*~
One question i have been asking myself
over and over again
why did this happen to such a great man
he never did anything to deserve this

if there was a way i would
take away all his pain
and put it upon me
im the one who deserves this and not him

not having him around
will be the end of the world for me
i cant help but wonder
where i would be right now
without his words of wisdome when i was a child

hes been so close to me
i love him with every ounce of my heart
please god be with him
give him a good place
a place where he can be free from this pain

i would sell my soul
just to see him smile once more
i would sell my soul
to see him be with me
to be beside him

Dedicated To Grandpa Friesen Words Cant Describe How Much You Mean To Me And How Much I Love You
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~*~Sick Of It All~*~
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Where the hell am i going
its a mystery even to me

im sick of worrying
sick of all this bullshit
i hate walking down these lonely roads
i hate not knowing what tomorrow will bring

its brought nothing but dissapointment
over the past few months
im sick and tired
of being a no one
sick of being invisible

im just a burden to you
go on without me
your better off without me
your better off now knowing whats happening
to me

all i do is drag you down
all i do is tie you down
without me you are free
free to be what you want to be

you dont have to worry
about me
you dont have to feel obligated
to go out of your way to
make things easier for me

theres times where i wish i was dead
theres times i wish i were alone
just to be with myself
to be a burden to no one but me
im sick of it all
im sick of it all
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~*~Thank You~*~
I had a talk with a wise man a little while ago
He was like a father figure to me
with just that one conversation
he made life clear to me
he taught me about how things are

That life isnt all its cracked up to be
That its not easy out there
to be on your own

I took a wrong turn somewhere along this highway of life
and i need to take a u-turn to get back to the
good things i missed
to patch things up with the people i love
the people i care for
my grandfather has bone cancer
and i love him with every ounce of my heart

I want him to know that i love him
I want him to know that i will be there for him
I want to go back to my old friends
the ones that i hung out with
the ones that i raced with
the ones who didnt care that i dont do drugs

and now i realize all this
thanks to a smart man
who tells it to you streight up

*"thank you neil for helping me realize the error of my ways i owe you one big time"*



~*~MISTAKE~*~
Dont look at me like im some kind of freak
dont turn your back on me again
you might find yourself fighting a war against the world
you might find yourself alone in the battle of individuality

mistakes were made
friends were lost
fights were a daily thing
its not all that its put out to be

i cant seem to wonder what tomorrow will bring
i love my life i love this place
this is something you just cant take away from me
i may never be rich
i may never be famouse

this is something that just comes out
its just something that i am
this is who i am
and you cant do anything about it
there is nothing you can do

i love this
this torture theres no two ways around it
theres nothing you can do to stop me from this
i love this
this is what im all about

you looked down on me
you shit on me and the way i am
well fuck you and your fucked up ways

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~*~Empty~*~
i cant seem to fight this empty feeling i have inside
its something that has been with me for a long long time
and it just wont leave

i want to know what love feels like
i want to know what its like to be wanted
to be needed
to be loved

well im back again with one more track
hey kid where you goin off to
its the sly lok on my face
that you can just tell that im not like you
i may seem like the one sent here by
the evil of the world to hurt you

WHY
whoa whoa whoa
i feel so hollow
i feel so holllowowow

ive never felt like this before
whoa whoa
i feel so hollow
im alone forever
i feel so hollow

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~*~Belong~*~
BREAK
scream let your inner self guide you through this twisted tormented world of hate
the world is out to get you it hates what you do
it hates who you are

it plays with your mind
it cant wait till you die
it will suffocate you with the dirt in your grave
it will rob you like a thief in the night

break your neck twist your mind
warp your thoughts
hate what you see
hate what you talk
hate what your about

BREAK
pull the trigger
close your eyes
swallow your tungue
its what its all about
you might as well
sooner or later we will all be dead anyways

so i hate you
and you hate me
its plain to see
you think your better then me
i will never amount to what you want me to be

give up all your hopes
give up all my dreams
just let me be
let me be me

and to think
you slice your wrists just to make you feel like your someone
you think your better
you think that you can feel my pain
you cant relate
you cant fucking comprehend what is going through my head
you cant
you cant
you fucking cant
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~*~The Necrophiliac~*~
Hide em in the basement
Eat em in the celler
WE EAT
WE KILL
WE F*CK
FOR THRILLS

Kill em for the pleasure
F*ck em for the hell of it

Were not what you expect us to be
We are warm hearted creatures
With a different point of view on life then you

Please dont be out to hate us
We just might kill you
We just might eat you
We just might f*ck you

Hide em in the basement
Eat em in the celler
WE EAT
WE KILL
WE F*CK
FOR THRILLS

Hide em in the basement
Eat em in the celler
WE EAT
WE KILL
WE F*CK
FOR THRILLS
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~*~KILL ME~*~
One day All this shit will be over
One day I will be gone
And you wont miss me

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO FULFILL MYSELF
I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE
DRIFT INTO THE VOICLESS BLISS OF DARKNESS

Seriously where would you be without me
the words success ring in my mind about
a future without me
a future without me is so happy for you
so happy for you

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO FULFILL MYSELF
I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE
DRIFT INTO THE VOICLESS BLISS OF DARKNESS

I feel so empty without you
So angry
so sad
I've drifted away
Drifted Away

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO FULFILL MYSELF
I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE
DRIFT INTO THE VOICLESS BLISS OF DARKNESS

EMPTY
is how i feel without you
EMPTY
is how i feel without you by my side

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO FULFILL MYSELF
I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE
DRIFT INTO THE VOICLESS BLISS OF DARKNESS

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO FULFILL MYSELF
I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE
DRIFT INTO THE VOICLESS BLISS OF DARKNESS



"This song is a song I wrote for my friend cuz he is imortal and I thought that this would only suit him."

~*~Grant~*~
Who's the private dick
That's a sex machine to all the chicks?
GRANT!
Ya damn right!

Who is the man that would risk his neck
For his brother man?
Bustin it all out big Micheal style
GRANT!
Can you dig it?

Who's the guy that wont wus out
Sporting his leather jacket all about
GRANT!
Right On!

They say this cat Grant is a bad mother
SHUT YOUR MOUTH!
I'm talkin' 'bout Grant.
THEN WE CAN DIG IT!

He's a complicated man
But no one understands him but his woman
Grant!

~*~LOOK~*~
Why am I so fucked up
Looked down
thought this wasnt worth all my time
even though you care more then anyone

Fuck you too
If you think i can put up with this shit
the fact that you think that your it
the way you walk throws me in a fit

what the hell
are you thinking when you say what you say
and the bullshit
you spread neway

one more time alone in the darkness of my room
being haunted by the presanse of your hate
being haunted by the presence of your fate

Why am I so fucked up
Looked down
thought this wasnt worth all my time
even though you care more then anyone

Why am I so fucked up
Looked down
thought this wasnt worth all my time
even though you care more then anyone
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~*~The Fight Song~*~

Why do you take away our freedome
Why do you take away our rights
Why do you take away our ability to vote
FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT

You hide behind the walls
Of your fucked up government
You back behind the line
because you got no pride

You look down on us
because you fucking suck
you think you are the shit
when you only smell like it

When are the people gunna RISE
To Tear down the walls
of all your despise and hate
where would the world be
without all that populate

We are the minoraty
We have no Rights
We are the looked down upon
You took away our freedome



~*~Cry~*~
this here is why most grown men cry
it happens so often yet i dont know why
it causes the whole world to spin round
the feelings you've lost have left you face down to the ground

falling down bruised battered and hurt
feels like a minuse 30 winter without a fucking shirt
you cant seem to handle this preasure
your ego is diminishing gradually getting lesser

i wont be there for you when you fall
instead i'll be standing there luaghing
not giving a fuck at all

unleashing my many years of pain on you
your the one who caused this yes its true
i may be trying to much
yet you turn your back on me you stupid fucking slut

fading in and out of this reality
fighting off the bastards with popularity
i will bring you down
down to the ground

my last wish is that you can feel my pain
knowing how much one innocent tear can stain
this here is why most grown men cry
it happens so often yet i dont know why
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~*~Bleeding Softly~*~
BLEED BLEED FEEL THE RUSH
FEEL THE PAIN
FEEL THE STRAIN
WATCH IT FLOW

KILL YOU FUCK YOU
MOMMA NEVER LOVED YOU

SLOWLY COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS
ITS ALL BLACK
THE FUTURE IS DIM
MY FUTURE IS DIM
THE FUTURE MY FUTURE IS IN THE HANDS OF FOOLS

RUMORS SPREAD
BULLSHIT SAID
THINGS THAT ARE NOT TRUE
ABOUT ME AND MY PAST

ITS TIME TO RISE AGAIN
TO THE OCASSION
I FEEL MY EYES ROLL BACK
SUCH A DISTURBING PAINFUL BLIS

THIS FETISH
THIS FETISH IS EATING AWAY AT ME
THE FEELING OF HATING EVERYONE
AND EVERYTHING

THERE ARE FEW CHOICE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT
THE REST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
I USED TO CARE ABOUT YOU ALL
BUT NOT NO MORE
YOU BELEIVE SHIT THATS NOT REAL
YOU FALL FOR SHIT SAID BY PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW

KILL YOU FUCK YOU
MOMMA NEVER LOVED YOU

THERE ARE FEW CHOICE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT
THE REST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
I USED TO CARE ABOUT YOU ALL
BUT NOT NO MORE
YOU BELEIVE SHIT THATS NOT REAL
YOU FALL FOR SHIT SAID BY PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW

THERE ARE FEW CHOICE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT
THE REST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
I USED TO CARE ABOUT YOU ALL
BUT NOT NO MORE
YOU BELEIVE SHIT THATS NOT REAL
YOU FALL FOR SHIT SAID BY PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW

THERE ARE FEW CHOICE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT
THE REST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
I USED TO CARE ABOUT YOU ALL
BUT NOT NO MORE
YOU BELEIVE SHIT THATS NOT REAL
YOU FALL FOR SHIT SAID BY PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW
(dedicated to a certain someone you know who you are)
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~*~FAST JAB~*~
Dont know where to go
Dont know what to say
Dont know what to do
BUT I DO IT ANYWAY

Ive got nothing left to lose
Ive got nothing left to gain
I dont want you to be like me

You value your life
The way I value my friends

An army of little green men
Prance around in my fucked up mind
Like the fucked up illusion they are
Its all an illusion

Im somthing thats kinda just there
BUT NOT
---------------------------------------------------

~*~Whatever~*~
You think im gunna soften up
To your pitiful little excuse of a stab at my life
i may need help i know i need help but not from you
not from no fucking professional

Its your choice not mine
to read this shit
you may think it sucks
but i dont care

So WHY dont i crawl into my dark damp little hole
where you tell me to go
i dont need to assosiate with the likes of you
the more you critisize me the more i begin to hate
the more i write

Your words they dont mean shit
Im no bad boy
Im no gangsta muthafucka
im me and me is MAD

Angry at you
Angry at EVERYTHING
tired of not being taken seriously

Yes a desperate cry for help this is
You all luagh when i try to be serious
I hate it i HATE YOU
it may be my fault it may be yours
who really knows till im gone

Im not out to point fingers
Im not out to tell people what to think about me
These are just my feelings nothing more
This is my only way of being taken seriously

You think my life is a joke
You luagh at me when I try to be serious
A high school drop out i may be
A failure for life is me

I cant blame this on my mother
I cant blame this on my father
They did the best they could for me


Dedicated To The Annomyse Fucker Who Disses MY Music Fuck You Little Bitch
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~*~Life~*~
Could my life possibly get any worse
As if there wasent enough shit going on as is
Maybe im not cut out for this
Maybe i will never ammount to anything
Your never there when im down
Your never there when i cry

I have never been shit
Never gunna be shit
And never gunna mean shit
NOW WONCHA SHUT THE FUCK UP

DROP MOTHERFUCKER DOWN TO THE GROUND
MY LIFE IS FUCKED
Maybe i'll never be as good as you
Maybe i'll never ammount to to anything

My music is my life i have nothing else
I lived my life alone and i will die alone
I have no friends or so i think
If they say that they are my friends then where are they
I dont hear them
I dont see them
Are they there for me

I dont know what the fuck is going on
I wanna jump
I wanna kick
I wanna scream
DIE
DIE
DIE
DIE

DROP TO GROUND START TO SCREAM
START TO TWITCH START TO SPAZ
START TO FOAM AT THE MOUTH
NOTHING IS SAFE
NOBODY IS SAFE

ITS A FUCKED UP WORLD WE LIVE IN
ITS A FUCKED UP PLACE
WITH FUCKED UP PEOPLE
WITH FUCKED UP "FRIENDS"

Could my life possibly get any worse
As if there wasent enough shit going on as is
Maybe im not cut out for this
Maybe i will never ammount to anything
Your never there when im down
Your never there when i cry

Could my life possibly get any worse
As if there wasent enough shit going on as is
Maybe im not cut out for this
Maybe i will never ammount to anything
Your never there when im down
Your never there when I cry

Could my life possibly get any worse
As if there wasent enough shit going on as is
Maybe im not cut out for this
Maybe i will never ammount to anything
Your never there when im down
Your never there when I cry


----------------------------------------------------
~*~Why~*~
Why the fuck you make things so complicated for us
Why the fuck you make life so hard on us
Why do you do the things you do
why do you say the things you say

You Killed an innocent child
Have you no shame
Have do no mercy
You are you and you are DEAD

This little child never did NOTHING
He never got to live his life cause of YOU
He never got to fulfill his dreams cause of YOU
He never felt the love of a women cause of YOU

Why the fuck you make things so complicated for us
Why the fuck you make life so hard on us
Why do you do the things you do
why do you say the things you say

You stupid mother fucking abuseive sack of shit
you will never ammount to anything
you will always be a nobody
you kill the innocent
you rape them of there pride and joy

Why the fuck you make things so complicated for us
Why the fuck you make life so hard on us
Why do you do the things you do
why do you say the things you say

Why the fuck you make things so complicated for us
Why the fuck you make life so hard on us
Why do you do the things you do
why do you say the things you say
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~*~Burried Alive~*~
Ripped bleeding yet burried alive
This is the tale of an inocent girl
She died at the hands of a fucking stalker
He who hast the sickest mufucking mind of all

Who is that sick
Who is that demented
TO BURRY SOMEONE ALIVE ALIVVVVVVVVVVVVE

Flash sequince images of her expresionless corpse still flash through my mind
Knowing that once she was alive
She once had life
She a breathing person
No diferent from the rest

Only to be ended by the cruilty of a man
Why WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Who could be that sick
Who could be that FUCKED

STALKER IM GUNNA GET YOU
STALKER IM GUNNA KILL YOU
STALKER IM GUNNA FUCK YOU

You think your safe in your little cell
Getting ass raped by your cell mate buddys is nothing
Compared to the shit your in when you get out

He who burries innocence alive shall surly DIE
What the fuck is goin on i cant beleive you did that
your a sick little fuck
twisted in the head
fucked in the mind

your so fucked
she was innocent
what the fuck she do to you
you burried her ALIVE

I can still see her blank stare out of the open grid you provided for her
to peer out at the world outside
the grid you provided to watch her suffer
where will you turn when you get out when all want to KILL YOU

In visions of the dark night
have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life & light
Hath left me broken-hearted

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~*~17 Year Twitch~*~
Lies Lies all motherfucking lies
I was living a false reality
Faking being normal when i wasent
You dont know the real me

While the real me was busy hiding inside
Hiding from the real world
Begging to be free'd
Like the killer zombie it was

Scratching at my insides like a cat
Gnawing at my flesh like the very vampire it was
Now the real me is free
If you dont like him you can fuck off

He hates all authoraty
He cares not about most shit
While you were busy taking advantage of him
He was plotting his revenge on all who hurt him

A world wide rampage
and universe full of hate all bundled into this
troubled pain stricken soul
Dont put him to the test he is hurting
his eyes have yet to get used to tue light

T to the W to the I T ITCH
TWITCH TWITCH FUCKING KICK OUT
TWITCH FUCKING KICK IT OUT
Bust a cap in your ass
like the very badass he is
Calm he is in real life
But how much do you really know

T to the W to the I T ITCH
TWITCH TWITCH FUCKING KICK OUT
TWITCH FUCKING KICK IT OUT
Bust a cap in your ass
like the very badass he is
Calm he is in real life
But how much do you really know

T to the W to the I T ITCH
TWITCH TWITCH FUCKING KICK OUT
TWITCH FUCKING KICK IT OUT
Bust a cap in your ass
like the very badass he is
Calm he is in real life
But how much do you really know

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~*~R.I.P.~*~
Now what the fuck are you talking about.
Do you think you can run my fucking life.
Im fucking sick of your shit.
Just fuk=cking leave me now.

If you cant accept me for who I am.
You can fuck fuck fuck off.
Life Is just a figment of your imagination.

FUCK YOU KILL ME NOW.
FUCK YOU KILL ME NOW.
FUCK YOU KILL ME NOW
MOTHERFUCKER

If I was dead would you care.
Would you notice that I was gone.
Would you sit there and greave my death.
Or would you not fucking care.

My future is bullshit.
My future is bullshit.
I never ammount to anything.
I am nothing

So when I die will you piss on my grave.
My self consionce is ripping away at me.
Slowly bleeding to death.
RIP RIP RIP.
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~*~Vampires~*~
GO GO GO GO GO
Ive got this demon inside me
Im so scared
Whats goin on
HEs eating away at me

I feel my flesh being ripped my his razor sharp teeth
My self consious is eating away at me
Thats all it is
Whoever thought the supernatural could control you like this

They rise from the dead
They suduce you with there looks
Then attack you with there blood thirsty fetish

They suck your blood till you pass out
Really its an interesting thing really it is
Makes me wish i was one of them

Dark dreary and damp
laying deep below the earths surface
Only to rise at night
To attack To attack

You know this is bullshit
You know this is bullshit
Why would i waste my life on that
You know this is bullshit
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~*~TWIST~*~

I miss my friends.
But who really cares.
Obviously they dont.
I miss riding all day.
Party all night.

Enjoying the high life.
But not anymore.
This is the time when I should have fun.
But nows not the time.
So I turn around and run.

I lost all my best friends.
And my life went to hell.
Lost all respect.
Lost all my buds.
What the hell is going on.
I dont know.

Im going to hell.
Or so they say.
Just cause I cause shit every single day.
Some days I wish the world would just die.
Just so they would leave alone this oversensative
guy.

One day now I'll be six feet deep.
Covered in dirt while nobody weeps.
My death will be a party.
Everybody jumpin'
Everybody Screamin'
Just cuz they got rid of one more itty bitty demon.

I met an awsome girl.
Shes so kick ass cool.
But everyone around thinks she's a snooty little fool.
Why do they think that shit.
Why do they say that shit.
Cant they see she means everything to me.
Shes just like me but they dont really care.
Just cause they heard some shit they think they can compare.
What is wrong with them.

They hurt me every time they put her down.
They say that im to good.
They say that I could do better.
Now I dont wanna be with them not EVER EVER EVER.
Why do they say that shit.
They know how much it pisses me off.
Yet they still do it.

TWIST, TWIST, TWIST, TWISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST
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MY NEWEST SONG

~*~Look At Her~*~
Take one good look at her
Cant you see that shes the one
Shes perfect in every way
Theres not a single flaw in her

I cant express the way she makes me feel
Shes there for me when im down
She pulled me up when i was about to drown

Take one good look at her
Cant you see that shes the one
Shes perfect in every way
Theres not a single flaw in her

There are so many things i want
To tell her but i cant
The way i feel about her
My heart skips a beat when i see her
Shes so perfect
Shes the one

Take one good look at her
Cant you see that shes the one
Shes perfect in every way
Theres not a single flaw in her

Take one good look at her
Cant you see that shes the one
Shes perfect in every way
Theres not a single flaw in her
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~*~MISTREAT ME~*~
Go ahead mock if you must
Soon your gunna be STOPPED
And i'll be the one luaghing at your misfortune
Where are you gonna turn
When the world bights you in da ass?

Mistreat me
SCREW with me
DEAL WITH ME
Im a Nobody allways will be
This is me
And this is you
Were were you when things went wrong?
Where were you when things died

I was always there
You were Messing with my head
Messing with my Brain
Messing with my reallity

Who are you
Where are you
WHAT are you

Did you Hurt(F***********CK) Him
Did he Hurt(F***********CK) you


YOU WALLOW IN YOUR OWN SELF PITTY
YOU HAVE MESSED WITH THE WRONG KID ONCE AGAIN
YOU TURN TO A FRIEND BUT THEY ALL HATE YOU
YOU TOOK THEM FOR GRANTED AND NOW THEY ARE GONE

Someday you will realize that life aint all that peachy
Someday you will get Hurt

If you could only read my mind you would know i was waiting so long
TO BREAK YOU DOWN TO BREAK YOU DOWWWWWWWWN
YOU SUCK
You sold me out you sold me out
MISSSSTREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ME
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~*~YOU SUCK~*~
Drowning in a messed up environment
What is going on here
This really sucks
These people suck
This place sucks
EVERYTHING SUCKS

Why dont you crawl into that selfless little hole
You would like to call your life
You have nothing to fallback on
You have no friends
Everybody hates you

You use your bible as a crutch
You go against all it stands for
What is wrong with you
You dont listen
You use this stuff against me
When you go and do everything it tells you not to do

We all hate you
You stupid stuck up prick
Your a hypocrite

You will never be as good as me
You try to act mature
Its not working
Your never gonna beat me
NEVER
NEVER
NEVER
NEVER
NEVVVVER
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